“I’m stuck between wanting to do something, and nothing at all.” This might sound familiar not only because this is a quote by Jennifer Lawrence in the recent film, “Die, My Love,” but also the anthem for almost every human at one point or another. I know it sounds so un profound or obvious like saying, […]
Welp, tis the damn season. I remember growing up and the holiday season felt so whimsical and magical. Fast forward to now and I feel like the carpet has been swept up from under me and the new year is tomorrow. All my anxiety, frustration, sadness and lethargy aren’t taken out with it- they […]
Tall, nice, and handsome, Respectful and then some, A happy mother’s anthem; That’s who you are. Great on paper, You even have the perfect answers. So what’s my problem? Am I the drama? I mean you present like a good man, Although mechanical, But I guess I chocked that up to those who raised you. […]
I feel a hunger with no end in sight- Hunger for anger And for justice And for calling out hypocrisy I’m ready to FIGHT. My anger lies within the emphasis on forgiveness Over the emphasis on […]
You criticize until you realize Then apologize then empathize- But why? You get to keep your fears And project in mine? My fear is standing still, Letting life pass me by, Realizing what a particularly unspecial life it was, Because I was too afraid to try? I have something special to give, […]
I climb, I claw But slip and fall So stuck in the muck, Not going down, not going up. Suffering in silence No one sees the subtle violence- When the thoughts start creeping in, Like the minor notes on a violin; And those that choose to ignore, Sickening to its core. So I pour and […]
Are you difficult to love? I ask this of myself all the time…. I believe my answer is yes. I heard a preacher once say that you will never know how to love difficult people until you realize that you’re one of them.. The audacity! but clearly I’m up and arms because, well, it’s true. […]
2:13, I would say happy birthday, To they who shall not be named. It’s been 2 years|3 months since my last text, 2 years|3 months since you ghosted, Decade long friendship, (wow) Crazy how your disregard was so flagrant. God I wish I could let it go, Give myself the closure I long for… It […]
…. “All is fair in love and war,” Sounds like someone who’s never loved before.I love you, believe me I do,But I have a feeling babe, You love me more than I do. The truth is I don’t think I deserve you, I never have; But I always felt we were part of God’s plan. But now I’m questioning it all;Like […]
